#50 of 366: Spitting Off the Edge of the World, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Perfume Genius

This song deserved to be higher on the list. There is something about Karen O’s voice that is so…punk? Maybe that’s the wrong word, but her voice has such a roughness to it but when she goes with high notes it is angelic. We’ve seen other female artists on this list with the same talent, and I really think I’m drawn to it.

“Cowards, here’s the sun, so bow your heads, in the absence of bombs, draw your breath, dark, dark places shall be none, she’s melting houses of gold, (and the kids cry out), we’re spitting off the edge of the world”

I love that steady percussion march. I feel like it gives the song a great anchor to build from, like a heartbeat. Part of me feels like this song is a sort of lament or ballad about apathy. Or maybe it’s a celebration of apathy?

“Mama, what have you done?, I trace your steps, in the darkness of one, am I what’s left?, silver lines whisper to me, “wounded arms must carry the load”, (and the kids cry out), we’re spittin’ off the edge of the world”

Whatever it is, it’s beautifully composed and wonderfully performed. I’m not as familiar with Perfume Genius so I have a little more discovering to do there, but Yeah, Yeah, Yeahs have a great catalog that goes way back. You should absolutely check them out. Heads Will Roll, Maps, and Gold Lion might be some hits I love. I’ll link ’em below.

Have a fantastic day! Thanks for reading. Love ya.

#48 of 366: i’m tired, flora cash

This song is a short one but a powerful one. It’s another great example of everything coming together so nicely I think when it comes to the vocals, guitar, piano, the whole shebang. 

“I don’t care for anyone else, guess I fell with you to hell, and now I’m starting to believe that I’ve lost something, to which I’ve clung for this love, and I can say it, I’m in love, but I don’t know what I’ve left unspoken, how do you feel that it all really turned out tired?, I’m worn out, I don’t wanna lie, I’m disappointed in you but I don’t have the words to describe it, I’m tired”

Are you tired? I’m a little tired, if I’m honest. Not of any specific thing I don’t believe, but more so just the combined weight of everything, you know? I’m not struggling…I don’t mean that. I just mean man, a lot of stuff is happening lately, and I feel like I need to unplug…that feeling.

But sometimes, it’s not that combined weight that’s bothering us, right? We’re only too aware of the specific thing that’s exhausting us. This song sounds like the end of a relationship to me. It’s heartbreaking in that way because it’s someone getting to the very end of their frayed rope. They’ve tried everything. It’s not working. 

And I don’t care, ’cause I’m finding my own way out”

They put down some of that weight. Is it time for you to put something down? You have my permission and acknowledgement. It’s time. It’ll be ok.

Love you lots. Hope you’re well. Thank you for reading.

#46 of 366: Earthquake, Labrinth, Tinie Tempah, Busta Rhymes

I first heard Labrinth when he teamed up with Sia and Diplo for their LSD album. What a supremely talented individual! He’s probably best known for is work on the Euphoria soundtrack for which one of his songs won an Emmy! There are many tracks on that album that are incredible, but my favorite has to be When I R.I.P. I’ll link at the end!

This song is a sonic boom best enjoyed loud. It’s the perfect song to put on when you need to be productive around the house. You know you can see yourself vacuuming or dusting to this banger. :) 

“Ladies and gentlemen, this is something they call a ground-breaker, so, let me first apologize,
to the shirts and the ties for your make-up, ’cause I’ll make you ugly, as soon as it drops
we’re on a rampage, bottles poppin’ off, before you know it, there’s rubble and dust, ’cause we’ll be fuckin’ it up, somebody say, “you better run”

Definitely one of those soul songs for me…just can’t help but move to it. Great party song. Great club song. (Like I would know?)

The interlude between Labrinth’s and Busta Rhymes’ part is such a cool little choral moment that slows things down before we hit the nitrous for Bust’s verse. 

So let that be today’s anthem. Go forth and make the earth rattle with positivity today! Rock someone’s world today!

Here’s that song I was talking about before!

#45 of 366: Drama Queen, Elliot Lee

Songs like this really make me appreciate the mixer/producer talent level. I would love Song Exploder to do an episode on this one because it’s so rich and complex. The tell tale sign of a good song is if it makes you wanna move and for me this song does just that. Bonus if like this one it mentions JNCO jeans. 

Excellent art everywhere to be found on this list.

I definitely hear MARINA vibes in Elliot’s performance here. There’s a similar longing to both. This one though definitely has a bit more defiance to it. A bit of swagger. 

“Call me drama queen, if that’s what you see, but I’m just tryna be, happy, I’m the drama queen, when I have to be, ’cause I’m just tryna be, happy”

Part of me gets feelings in this song of becoming the villain in your own story because you’re setting boundaries. Particularly after the lyric where she says “I taught myself how to smile”. There’s an implication here that whoever she’s singing the song to isn’t making her do it very much and she’s fed up and finally saying something about it. Sometimes it takes a lot to get to that point. 

We’re all just trying to be happy. Is there a boundary that maybe you need to set because you’ve been teaching yourself how to smile? Food for thought. Hope you’re well today. Be good. Thanks for reading.

#44 of 366: Party, Daughter

If you’ve never heard Daughter, you are in for both a treat and a curse.

I like how the song starts with almost a doo-wop drum beat, and then that guitar kicks in and tells us this ain’t happy. The lyrics, melodies, and music are both beautiful and heartbreaking at times. I cannot suggest enough of doing a deep listen through their discography. You will not be sorry.  

“I seem to burn straight through, I think I’ve lost my head, I’m tryna keep my cool, my friends are vanishing, I fear the time wipe out, for fear that I’d forget, the worst night of my life, or even worse, the best”

They have such a deep, velvety, and moody sound and incredibly narrative lyrics. 

“All the infinite speaking and the secrets you told, well, I swallowed them all, then I crunched the ice”

I was lucky enough to see these guys live at Boston Calling one year, and would jump at the chance to see them again. Higher Ground would be such an intimate venue for their sound!

To me, this song channels the loss of time feeling that you sometimes experience when you’re just lost in thought. You know the one. You get it while you’re thinking and driving sometimes and suddenly you remember you’re driving and you wonder how you somehow navigated through three stop-lights? That one.

“I still recoil at the thought, my head in the clous, talking chaos, get flashes from hours dancing in some house, you were my escape, while a stereo serenades, the song on repeat, it’s hard to believe a thing, when my mind skips the scenes”

Every single song of their is like that. Same with lead singer Elena Tonra. Check out her solo stuff under Ex:Re.

I genuinely hope you have a great day. Get yourself a treat. You deserve it! :) Love you!

#43 of 366: Mess, Noah Kahan

Noah has been the soundtrack to a lot of my self-discovery over the past year. I fell in love with the Stick Season album and really had fun exploring his older catalog. This song in particular, for a lot reasons, stood out.

Some more dynamite cover art.

“If I could give this all back, I would be home in the morning, I’d wake up in a cold sweat, take a flight back to the city I was born in, and I would wipe myself clean, of what I knew was unimportant, I’d want typical things, I’d try to fit back into all my old clothing, and I would prove myself wrong, that all along the problem was me, with all my bitterness gone, happy, I’d be”

I love the tone that the song sets from the get go. The shedding of unimportant things to focus on what matters. Simplifying, molting, and growing. To live is think, said Marcus Tullius Cicero. I’m learning it’s so.

“I’ll move back home forever, I’ll feed the dogs, and I’ll put all my pieces back together, where they belong, and I’ll say, “I’m a mess, I’m a mess, oh god, I’m a mess”

There’s something idyllic about the idea of moving home, feeding the dogs, and putting your own pieces back together where they belong. I think we all kind of long to do it in some form or other. To be true to our purest selves, and the great thing about our purest selves is that they are often messy, we really have to have an open dialogue with ourselves. Talk to yourself a little more. You’d be surprised what kind of stuff you roll around in that noggin’ and figure out with a little discourse.

To me that’s what this song is about. Embracing the fact that we’re all going through our first spin on this Earth and that it’s totally ok to be a mess. Our mess is kind of what makes us who we are. Don’t be afraid to share yours!

This song is hopeful and you should be too today. The horrors persist but so do we! ;) Love ya. Enjoy!

#42 of 366: My People, The Beaches

I cannot help but move to a song by The Beaches. The guitars and pace on this song give me Bloc Party-vibes. That’s high praise if you ask me. 

This song is just such a ROMP. You won’t find me digging into lyrics on this one mining for psychological tidbits. It’s just go go go from the beginning, don’t have time for emotions.

“I live up above of a McDonalds, sold my panties to some guy in Austin, I eat every meal at my bodega, livin’ off their egg and cheese and coffee, look on the screen and I meet my people, I’m gonna start some shit in the chatroom, you in the backlights, hide in the back light, if I squint, I can almost make you out”

Driving guitar at it’s simplistic best and a great beat ensure this song just hums when it gets going. It’s a vibe all of it’s own and a song I’ll never hit skip on. While some of the lyrics might be crass for some tastes, I just think it might be an honest look at a 20-something living it up and just not giving a general shit about anything else. I love it for what it is!

“I don’t know why I’m enjoying this, I just know that I’m enjoying this, I’m broke, I’m tired, I’m hot, give me a kiss, all I know is I’m enjoying this”

If you drank in your 20s, you’ve been there. Some of us old-heads probably have photographic and video evidence of it. Though my friends from that time of my life probably remember seeing me in them a lot, I’ve never sold my underwear. 🙂

Enjoy having the pedal to the metal in this song! Have a bitchin’ day.

#41 of 366: by now, VÈRITÈ

If I’m a judge on “The Voice”, I RUIN (HA) my button as soon as she hits the “you” here:

“I was overflowing, more than YOU were knowing”

I swear, that note sounds like a bird if you focus on it! So beautifully sung. 

That’s VÈRITÈ though. There will just be parts of her songs that drop your jaw. Give you goosebumps. Make you sigh. 

“Four walls and I’m ricocheting, a few pills watch me levitate out of here, so close, you should see it on my face, by now, by now, by now, I was overflowing, hoping you would notice, and my mind was breaking, hoping it could take me out, and darling, you out to know by now, and darling, you ought to know somehow, and darling, you ought to know (by now)”

That sequence is the star of the song and the showcase for how much of a powerhouse her voice is. The melody that begins with “I was overflowing” is absolutely one of my favorites on this entire year-long list. “Four walls and I’m ricocheting” is my new favorite way to describe “bouncing off the walls”. She’s so talented vocally and writing-wise. It really shows here.

To me, this song is about being so smitten with someone, and it’s so obvious, that they really should have figured it out by now. Still trying to understand what that has to do with the photos she’s using on Spotify. Being so enamored with someone to the point where you won’t let them leave your side?

Maybe an unhealthy affection? I dunno. Doesn’t matter, she sounds magnificent!

Thanks for reading. Love you. Be good.

#40 of 366: TV, Billie Eilish

I adore Billie. I’ve seen no evidence to change the fact that I think she’s one of the most authentic famous people out there. Interviews, interactions with fans, talking about her struggle with her body, coming out, everything. She’s incredible. I can’t believe she’s 22. Like, what?

“I don’t wanna talk right now, I just wanna watch TV, I’ll stay in the pool and drown, so I don’t have to watch you leave, I put on “Survivor” just to watch somebody suffer, maybe I should get some sleep, sinking in the sofa while they all betray each other, what’s the point of anything?

The guitar here is gorgeous and the song-writing is amazing. 

“Don’t know where you are right now, did you see me on TV?, I’ll try not to starve myself, just because you’re mad at me, and I’ll be in denial for at least a little while, what about the plans we made? The internet’s gone wild watching movie stars on trial, while they’re overturning Roe v Wade”

Past this point things are just a bit heartbreaking. Some hard self-reflecting going on. 

What I LOVE about this song is the ending though. Heartbreaking as it is to think of it as just Billie singing it, it becomes a chorus of voices chanting:

“maybe I, maybe I, maybe I’m the problem”.

In my opinion, that stylistic choice is a nod that a ton of people experience these feelings and they aren’t unique to us. In my mind, that’s talking about mental health in such an important way…publicly. We go right back to that idea of that we are all going through shit, sometimes the same shit, and it’s silly that we don’t talk about the shared shit more. 

If you’ve got shit you need to talk about, feel free to drop a line. 

Jesse@everything-etc.com

Love you! Don’t let the song get you down. :D Have a great day!

#38 of 366: Cedar, by Gracie Abrams

It’s been a little bit since we’ve heard some beautiful piano hasn’t it? This song is loaded with it. 

Also, if I’m not mistaken, I am pretty sure this is our first song to feature a harp.

The highlight of this song is in my opinion is here:

“It’s impossible to acclimate, every time we talk, we understate, how I know we both could die, we both could die, but you told me that you felt the same, when I told you how I needed space, but I think it was a lie, it was a lie, and it’s wild how it dissipates, how you’re further from me everyday, this could be the worst goodbye, the worst goodbye, I don’t even know what’s left to say, ’cause we called it back then anyway, could you just remind me why? remind me why”

Standout, stop in your tracks vocals for me there. It’s just such a beautiful fluid melody. You feel that pang of longing. 

It’s funny to me as I type this, and read it back to myself, and have the thoughts of what to right next I’m coming to the realization that I’m essentially writing a musical journal…that’s public, lol. That I disseminate actively and willingly to friends and acquaintances and I think a few strangers? 

The funny thing is that’s the point. I think we need to be more open with one-another about what we’re going through because in my experience 90% of the time we’re all going through the same shit…and we hide it, and bury it, and pretend around one-another. It’s a waste of time when we could be helping one-another with our journeys. It’s a humanist view to be sure. That’s the target I’m aiming at though. In my opinion, only good can come of it.

Gracie’s voice has some reminiscence of Olivia Rodrigo, and the songwriting is inline with what Rodrigo’s authentic depictions of relationships and the angst that comes from them. But in song, that angst is traded for more of a beautiful regretful melancholy. A pain that is a deep, aching, soreness that sometimes flares to life when we think of the one we love. 

Hate on Rodrigo all you want, but Sour was one of the most honest and pure distillations of those HS relationship dramas we all experienced growing up. Honesty, authenticity, and integrity are held in high regard by this publication and human running it. 

Let’s go for a walk today. Time to go outside (if it’s not raining or awful out). If weather doesn’t permit, let’s set aside a half hour tonight to make a cup of something warm, get comfy, and read, write, or create. That’s my plan. I hope you’ll join me!

Thanks for reading. Love you lots!